What to Say...What to Say...

Oh I don't know. Sometimes I wonder what I do about things, as in if the solution is the best one. It's been a while guys, and I have been meaning to do a new post for so long...still, now I'm here, I might as well.

Well, I have lost the job. Had a minor disagreement with a colleague, and I got a bit "heated". Gone, straight away. Oh well, at least I got the flat still. Oh look, lose that and all. Now it's the hostel period of my life. Welcome benefits. And the cheap life.

As you can see, I am a bit sarky this evening. Shouldn't be, but that's how it goes. My mind works in mysterious ways at times. The shit I pull at times...ahh, fuck it, ain't no point in it now, gotta keep moving.

Any way, where I'm living at now. Chilton House, P3 owned private establishment. Ain't bad though, got a nice bed, smallish room, yet cosy. Decent kitchen and bathroom, with cleaning and toilet gear included. The crowd in here is good as well. We have got a butch, suicidal lesbian, a young alcoholic lass, an ex-con, a straight up girl, a pretty boy, a geek, and a lazy slob of a chick. All of them good, decent people. The staff are nice too. A mad manager, who has two other jobs to do on top of running the place, a crazy guy, and a mad old cow. A weird lot, but still a good lot.

Work at the moment is thin on the ground. A few things look promising, yet you don't know in these times. It's hard I can't get anything at all. I can get courses and programmes, but not as available at times. At least I can enjoy my time here, chilling out with the others, doing some of the most random shit you can think of. Having a few random Facebook uploads of photos and videos of stupid shit. it seems childish I know but, it gets extremely funny at times. You literally can't stop laughing at times.

Anyhow, there have been a few changes in the meantime. I've been doing the naughty and sleeping around again. It's just been one of them times you know. I don't feel ready for a relationship now. I really could not be bothered to have one. Too much hassle right now. Maybe another time on that. Still though, Did have a chance with one girl. Kim, her name was. A Brummie by nature, and a serial girl to boot. Was on one of the courses that I have been on. It was during a residential, when she made a move. Best night of the outing.

Anyway, been rabbiting on too much now. Time to go. Till next time my friends.

-.AA.-

A Long-overdue, Long-winded, Long-in-itself, Post

Right now, where to begin...it's been nearly a month since I last posted, work of all things!, and I thought it best that I have a good update now, since I may not be able to for a while. Rolling on in, my relationship with Sonia has ended. She struck the blow because she thinks I'm an workaholic. I'm not, merely a man who is putting in the extra shifts, just so that Sonia and I can go do things and see places without having worry about anything else. She still didn't like the fact that work tied my hands for pretty much most of the seven day week, only meeting up on a sunday morning, then me disapeering off to work the late shift. I'm not one to complain, but in all my life, I have never heard such half-heartedness in all my life. When we wern't together, we would speak on the phone nigh on constantly, countless texts and emails, it wasn't as if we was not in contact with each other. Maybe it's just me, Maybe it's just that old paradigm at work. I can never be sure.

Moving on I am moving on Monday to a new flat closer to the town centre, and, admittedly, my work. The rent is cheaper, though, and it's in a nicer area. I need to buy some new furnishings though. My fridge took a beating when I moved it the other day. It sort of got...dropped down some stairs. It's costing a small fortune as it is with labour costs, giving my mates a few bob here and there to give a hand, plus a wide variety of takeaways. As well as the usual things like paint, flooring, locksmiths, etc.

I'm now promoted to assistant manager of the pub I workat, sort of. It's more like an under study to the managment, but my wage goes up a bit, and my hours smooth out a little. Only a little though, I still have to take on the extra shifts to keep the place going.

Now, I know in a previous post I said I'll try to get that video of me in the kebab shop, but to no avail. Never mind though, it wern't excactly a ground breaking routine.

So that's all for now, a bit shorter than I thought, but it's been quieter than usual this past month considering it's the holidays.

Night all.

-.AA.-